Ah sispec. 1st week was great.. Though training is tough, it seems enjoyable. Partly becos my mind seems freed of all the troubles that was there and what I thought might surface. Oh well... without the distractions(or so i thought), seems like Im heading towards the kind of life I was wishing for.

Heh heh. I wanna go MP. Interesting. Hope I get into it.

And guess whats the first thing i did when i came home - DOTAA!!!!!

now u probably have two impressions of army boys.. dota and army.

too bad u gotta accept it..

To whoever who finds this helpful. Goodluck

Look deep inside you and see what is important, what you want. If your happiness is based on the outside circumstances, then your life is unstable. Be strong and fight on, no matter what you perceive of the things happening around you. Sorry.