Ah sispec. 1st week was great.. Though training is tough, it seems enjoyable. Partly becos my mind seems freed of all the troubles that was there and what I thought might surface. Oh well... without the distractions(or so i thought), seems like Im heading towards the kind of life I was wishing for.
Heh heh. I wanna go MP. Interesting. Hope I get into it.
And guess whats the first thing i did when i came home - DOTAA!!!!!
now u probably have two impressions of army boys.. dota and army.
too bad u gotta accept it..
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
To whoever who finds this helpful. Goodluck
Look deep inside you and see what is important, what you want. If your happiness is based on the outside circumstances, then your life is unstable. Be strong and fight on, no matter what you perceive of the things happening around you. Sorry.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
like nothing on earth
First of all thanks a lot alex!! well for taking his time off with his friends to spend time with me. Bro your the best!
ok and guess what.. i hate it when adults look at me and scrutinize every single detail about me, talking amongst themselves in some dialect thinking i dont know what they are saying. yes they say good things and stuff.. but comon! im not some exhibition and not some kid who just turn 9 TODAY who u cannot hold a proper conversation with. hello how u expect me to react?
still its a bday to remember.. ah well.. its a bday like nothing on earth. and i didnt say heaven either
ok and guess what.. i hate it when adults look at me and scrutinize every single detail about me, talking amongst themselves in some dialect thinking i dont know what they are saying. yes they say good things and stuff.. but comon! im not some exhibition and not some kid who just turn 9 TODAY who u cannot hold a proper conversation with. hello how u expect me to react?
still its a bday to remember.. ah well.. its a bday like nothing on earth. and i didnt say heaven either
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Monday, February 19, 2007
Bug's Life..... in me
hmm guess what, feeling sick before u go to bed at 3.30am actually means u will wake up sick...(gee like no one ever knew) i woke up today with one bad bad throat, watery eyes, numb limbs and weak muscles... sounds like symptoms of turning into a zombie in resident evil. well lucky for me it's just the flu. and u can call me bed ridden too.. well only for an hour.
argh.. how nice it is to spend CNY feeling sick. and gosh.. is it me or the medical bills are shooting up... sweet $126 just for a 10mins consultaion. thank you thomson medical centre. u made me realise the importance of health or maybe money..... then again i think it's health. well,u really just wouldnt know when the bugs hit u.
sigh, still gotta go out later on.. hopefully i dont collapse while crossing the road... arghhh the agonyyy..... ah well... hope prawn mee and Shu's house will make me better.. oh glorious prawn mee here i come!
argh.. how nice it is to spend CNY feeling sick. and gosh.. is it me or the medical bills are shooting up... sweet $126 just for a 10mins consultaion. thank you thomson medical centre. u made me realise the importance of health or maybe money..... then again i think it's health. well,u really just wouldnt know when the bugs hit u.
sigh, still gotta go out later on.. hopefully i dont collapse while crossing the road... arghhh the agonyyy..... ah well... hope prawn mee and Shu's house will make me better.. oh glorious prawn mee here i come!
Friday, February 9, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
MR ARMY BOY
Technically it is THE DAY. Feeling pretty much the same except for the emptiness in me - emptiness not cos I'm going in later but emptiness cos I know I'm going in but not feeling empty. Well yeah.. that pretty much describes me right now.
Thanks for the great great 'farewell' week all of you!! I guess I can really go in army feeling all happy and stuff... or maybe not; since I had such a great week, going thru two weeks of isolation from civilisation may actually make it worse.... hmmm... yeahh.. man, I think I WILL feel terrible for the next 2 weeks. Imagine the oh-so-glorious pumping on the concrete floor, the I'm-so-looking-forward-to-it running, the very-very-very-encouraging profanity hurled at you for doing something you didnt do. I guess it will be PARADISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE in tekong. GEE THANKS MAN.
Na I'm kidding.
In fact I think I will enjoy the things I won't enjoy.
Am I really so contradicting today??? I guess that's whats army about... contradictory........ doesn't make sense.
And before I go... and I know this sounds a little gay... man.. guys and girls. i love u!
*shudders*
Thanks for the great great 'farewell' week all of you!! I guess I can really go in army feeling all happy and stuff... or maybe not; since I had such a great week, going thru two weeks of isolation from civilisation may actually make it worse.... hmmm... yeahh.. man, I think I WILL feel terrible for the next 2 weeks. Imagine the oh-so-glorious pumping on the concrete floor, the I'm-so-looking-forward-to-it running, the very-very-very-encouraging profanity hurled at you for doing something you didnt do. I guess it will be PARADISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE in tekong. GEE THANKS MAN.
Na I'm kidding.
In fact I think I will enjoy the things I won't enjoy.
Am I really so contradicting today??? I guess that's whats army about... contradictory........ doesn't make sense.
And before I go... and I know this sounds a little gay... man.. guys and girls. i love u!
*shudders*
Thursday, January 11, 2007
The Time of His Life
On the eve of the eve of army.......................................
Weijie sat alone in the dark corners of his room, reminiscing through the life that will never return back to him. Emotions ran wild as if they were like the beasts in a savanna. Most were like flocks of birds passing by and baby tigers jumping around, but the occasional monsters pouncing out from behind flowers brought back the cold and dark times... pretty much the same as the weather right now.
Knowing that these things will always be a part of his life, he long decided to make a legacy of his own. A legacy that will be remembered deep in his heart, a legacy that his family may are proud of, a legacy that his future generations upholds and sticks by; a legacy of honour, a legacy triumph.
However, the rampant sins of these world(greed, lusts, lies....) that are seemingly harmless yet as potent as the toxic of the cobra is a fathomless pit that may leave Weijie shattered for the rest of his life. He forsees many problems he may encounter while serving as a soldier; convicted, he made a promise to himself to work hard in the fields so that he may have a fruitful harvest for God at the end of 2 years. Simple in his words but deep in his meaning, Weijie whispered a little prayer, "Lord, be with me so that your will be done." God has always been with Weijie and this time he knows He will.
Nevertheless, he has always been excited to join the boys. It is a time of true unity, where differences are put aside, fighting for the country that sheltered him, nutrured him and most of all, safe guarded him. It is an experience that will never be bestowed upon any men a 2nd time. It is a time of the testing of courage, wits, loyalty, and faith to God. Never succumbed to the influences of his peers, Weijie takes a bold move in preparing himself for the chance of his life, one step at a time.
In a rather psychotic whirl of ideas, Weijie always wanted to truly fight in a war for his country. He believes that peace is only found in the midst of conflict. Generations by generations, people take for granted the gift of harmony. Maybe to teach these people a lesson or maybe it is to experience peace for himself, sometimes he wishes that a war may fall upon Singapore; all these in hope that men of Singapore will think twice when making a mockery out of NS. It is an ambitious dream indeed, and since no outward reaction may occur without an inward conviction, thus he starts from within himself.
Still in the dark corner of his room, he awakens from his thoughts and realise he has much preparation to do. He felt motivated and spurred on to continue his packing while awaiting the dawn of his enlistment day. Yes, it will be the time of his life.
Weijie sat alone in the dark corners of his room, reminiscing through the life that will never return back to him. Emotions ran wild as if they were like the beasts in a savanna. Most were like flocks of birds passing by and baby tigers jumping around, but the occasional monsters pouncing out from behind flowers brought back the cold and dark times... pretty much the same as the weather right now.
Knowing that these things will always be a part of his life, he long decided to make a legacy of his own. A legacy that will be remembered deep in his heart, a legacy that his family may are proud of, a legacy that his future generations upholds and sticks by; a legacy of honour, a legacy triumph.
However, the rampant sins of these world(greed, lusts, lies....) that are seemingly harmless yet as potent as the toxic of the cobra is a fathomless pit that may leave Weijie shattered for the rest of his life. He forsees many problems he may encounter while serving as a soldier; convicted, he made a promise to himself to work hard in the fields so that he may have a fruitful harvest for God at the end of 2 years. Simple in his words but deep in his meaning, Weijie whispered a little prayer, "Lord, be with me so that your will be done." God has always been with Weijie and this time he knows He will.
Nevertheless, he has always been excited to join the boys. It is a time of true unity, where differences are put aside, fighting for the country that sheltered him, nutrured him and most of all, safe guarded him. It is an experience that will never be bestowed upon any men a 2nd time. It is a time of the testing of courage, wits, loyalty, and faith to God. Never succumbed to the influences of his peers, Weijie takes a bold move in preparing himself for the chance of his life, one step at a time.
In a rather psychotic whirl of ideas, Weijie always wanted to truly fight in a war for his country. He believes that peace is only found in the midst of conflict. Generations by generations, people take for granted the gift of harmony. Maybe to teach these people a lesson or maybe it is to experience peace for himself, sometimes he wishes that a war may fall upon Singapore; all these in hope that men of Singapore will think twice when making a mockery out of NS. It is an ambitious dream indeed, and since no outward reaction may occur without an inward conviction, thus he starts from within himself.
Still in the dark corner of his room, he awakens from his thoughts and realise he has much preparation to do. He felt motivated and spurred on to continue his packing while awaiting the dawn of his enlistment day. Yes, it will be the time of his life.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Try Harder!
Oh my gosh. Today is REALLY weird. Ok first there was this girl shopkeeper in far east(whom Alex and I refer to as seductress) tried to make us buy their jackets by means of you know what. Ok, maybe you don't so let me tell you; she wore extremely short shorts and super make up and long fluttering eye lashes, she was like touching and flirting all over us. Wow good thing Alex was quick enough to say I'm attached and he is gay.. so she like kinda stopped. Well so just you know, I'm not attached and Alex isn't gay, or so he says...... heh.
Then there is this beng shop also in far east. Man the way they force you to buy their stuff is wow.... beng. First they kinda surround you, then they start taunting you, then they kinda make you feel bad for not buying. And guess how they said goodbye,"you played us". How cheap can these guys go.
There's only one thing I can tell you bengkeeper.. go get some education. Hey it is really cheap.. just 90 cents a week u can get all you need to know about ethics on Straits Times.. and I recommend the sunday one ;) .
I still got what I want in the end, so heck with the bengkeepers. I guess I'm not all ready for prom, gotta get some other stuff. heh.
Then there is this beng shop also in far east. Man the way they force you to buy their stuff is wow.... beng. First they kinda surround you, then they start taunting you, then they kinda make you feel bad for not buying. And guess how they said goodbye,"you played us". How cheap can these guys go.
There's only one thing I can tell you bengkeeper.. go get some education. Hey it is really cheap.. just 90 cents a week u can get all you need to know about ethics on Straits Times.. and I recommend the sunday one ;) .
I still got what I want in the end, so heck with the bengkeepers. I guess I'm not all ready for prom, gotta get some other stuff. heh.
Monday, December 4, 2006
Oh wow.
hmm. I'm still trying to figure out what I can do to this blog.
I read some article on Saturday's Straits Times about Aids and stuff related. And wow.. people think that they are safe by peeing after sex??!! Why don't they just buy a condom so that they do not have to worry whether their bladders are full enough to save their lives. Not promoting durex and casual sex here mind you. But wow, people are really ignorant huh. Not only are people ignorant about the consequences and facts of sex but the very act of it too. Man, they make it look like some social activity like basketball or something... or maybe tennis.. cos its like a two person thing.. then again.. you wouldn't know.. hmm basketball. But well, the point is, casual sex is sure a pleasurable way to die.
Wow look its 3am. Hope i wake up early to get my prom stuff tmr. aRGH..
I read some article on Saturday's Straits Times about Aids and stuff related. And wow.. people think that they are safe by peeing after sex??!! Why don't they just buy a condom so that they do not have to worry whether their bladders are full enough to save their lives. Not promoting durex and casual sex here mind you. But wow, people are really ignorant huh. Not only are people ignorant about the consequences and facts of sex but the very act of it too. Man, they make it look like some social activity like basketball or something... or maybe tennis.. cos its like a two person thing.. then again.. you wouldn't know.. hmm basketball. But well, the point is, casual sex is sure a pleasurable way to die.
Wow look its 3am. Hope i wake up early to get my prom stuff tmr. aRGH..
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